Tuesday 24 June 2014

And she will be loved!

She was happy in her own world. A child's heart and a dreamers eyes . She was loved and pampered. She cared and smiled. So, she was always surrounded by friends and she had liked one for long ,long years from school.

She had always abandoned those teen feelings as fleeting moments of infatuation. He had teased her and pulled her pigtails. He liked someone else and she prayed for their togetherness, she couldn't see him unhappy. He was oblivious to her ,the heart which skipped a beat ,watching him afar in  the morning assembly . The day she mustered some some courage to reveal it to her best friend,  the best friend stunned her with his own sweet love and admiration for her . The heart became an unsolved mystery. She decided to stay away from such alien feelings. She let it sink in some remote corner of her subliminal mind. And almost after a decade , it came back looking for her.

Ain't it love?The first bouquet of red roses and the box of chocolates felt inseparable for months . The wrappers almost found fame in the beautifully decorated chestnut. With every day pass by,the excitement to meet rose and surged. Oh,  someone please ally the heart, it feels so surreal . They held hands and found the future calling them.She was the queen of his heart .They kissed and hugged,fought and cried,planned and executed . They were us not I.

They thought they had passed the test of time and love, in the  5 good years of staying in two different cities,meeting scarcely,almost 5 times annually, trusting their instinct and love alone . The predicament lied ahead. The unforseen ripped them apart . The indispensables  surrendered before destiny.

Needlessly, the sound of a crashing heart is indescribable. Time passed and she decided to treasure the love in her memories .She felt grateful to have been loved and to have loved once.She smiled reading a quote by Tennyson, 'it is better to have
loved and lost, than never have been loved at all.'.She was ready to turn a new leaf.

Did you want her to drown in her sorrow? Was it immoral of her to move on?How fair was it on his part to take her on guilt drives for moving on?Didn't he know she lost someone precious while fighting for them?oh could you stop plaguing her mind for the wrong she never did .


She is cautious and careful in matters of heart.She hides her apprehensions with her constant chatter. She is a natural and showers love and care.She wants to live her life and cherish every day. She deserves happiness with open arms again!

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